| Location | Halifax |
| Age | 44 years |
| Date of Birth | 12/1953 |
| Date of Death | 12/1997 |
| Visitors | 577 since 08/05/2007 |
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jacqueline smith died on 1st of december 1997 aged 44, she lived in siddal in halifax had 1 sister
lynda a daughter lisa, a grandson kalum and partner russell. After loosing her mom through a
stroke and farther who took his own life after the death of connie my mom could no longer go on and
therefore took her own life 2.
My mom was'nt just my mom she was my dad brother sister and best friend all in 1, she had many
friends and was liked by everyone, a mad sense of humour and a very kind heart she always had a
smile on her face
and a joke to tell, she loved making people laugh which she was very good at. My mom meant the world
to me and i never thought i would be without her, now shes gone a very big part of my life is empty
but i know shes still here with me.
10 years already
10 years this week since you left us mom i cant believe it the time as gone so quick im putting a little something in the paper youd probably go mad spending money when your not here to see it but it helps n i have to do something just wish you were here for me to spend it on you instead of your memory but i know youll be here with me in some way miss you so much mom times have been hard lately but ill get through them as im sure you no im sorry i havent posted anything on the site for a while but it gets a bit much sometimes kals doing ace hes grown up so much got the biggins genes ill be at your garden on saturday thinking of you all luv you miss you like crazy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hi there jackie
hi love i hope you and elizabeth are okay in the garden of angels.i am just so sorry i did not come and see you at an earlier time.as you know i lived far away and news was slow getting to me .any way here we are.my memories are of us three at school and wasnt we madcaps darin each other to do some thing mad.well you two i give you both a big kiss and i love you both.say hello to your mom and dad jackie they are fantastic ppl.also my dad is there some were around if you bump into him give him a hug from me.
love to you your friend lesley burnside
hiya mom well kalums birthday has been and gone, spent quite a bit on him as usual hes been out and bought his own stuff 2day we took him to the pictures lastnight and spent a fortune but that doesnt matter does it, its times like these when it hits me most that your not here birthdays, mothers day and of course xmas but i like to think that your above us watching over us and nan & grandad 2, god give them a really big kiss and hug from us miss them so much, Ive put some of your favourite songs on 4 u so you n liz can party like old times remember up bull the first night club u took me 2 and made me promise not to drink and show u up and i ended up carrying you out to a taxi cos u were arse,holed, ill never 4get that like all the other memories and the stupid jokes u used to play on me (drawing pins in my pillow) (buckets of water on top of the door) i used to dread coming home cos you'd av some trick up your sleeve waiting 4 me and id do anything to turn the clock back to them times no matter how much they hurt me cos the sound of your laugh (muttley) with a fag in one hand and the other holding yourself so u dint pee yourself still brings a smile to my face,its really wierd to think that was so long ago time really is flying and so many things have changed i often wonder what you'd think if you came back but life really does go on weather we want it 2 or not i just wish you were here to see everything and share everything with us again but thats not going to happen no matter how much i wish 4 it but at least ive got all my memories and they will be treasured 4 the rest of my life as you are, luv & miss you so so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
MISS U, NUT CASE!
HI AUNTIE JACKIE,
HOPE ITS BETTER WHERE YOU ARE, ITS BLOODY MISERABLE HERE! OH, YEAH, NEVER DID FIND THAT SLEEVE OF FAGS YOU 'RECKONED' YOU LEFT AT ME MAMS. SWINE, YOU NEVER DID LEAVE ANY, DID YOU?! HA!
MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU LOTS
THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS
NITEY NITE
XXX
hi mom well i havent been able to get you out of my head at all i keep cuming on this site to look at you and listen to your songs and every time it makes me cry but at the same time it helps so dont you worry about me. Well its cuming up to kalums birthday 12 already i cant believe it, god you've missed so much mom wish you were here so badly and you'd be spoiling him rotten like you always did , the apple of your eye and you being granny smith, russells been brilliant he spolis him 2 but he's never been the same since loosing you and probably never will be but he's still the same old russell. I had another one of those dreams again lastnight that you were still here its always so real and when i woke up it took me a minute to realise that your not, thats the worst feeling in a morning but its like ive actually been with you so i cant complain if i only get to see you in my dreams then ill sleep 4ever. miss you so much ill see you 2night xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hi jackie just a quick note to say how i miss you, i remember the times i used to sleep at your house while you and my mum went out and then come home and wake lisa,me and nicola up, i was only young but i remember, you and my mum were mad together, look after each other jackie and tell my mum i love and miss her the piss head, i bet yous are sat having a drink right now , miss you, good night god bless love gemma xxx
THINKING OV YOU
When I am gone release me, let me go.
I have so many things to see and do you must not tie yourself to me with tears. Be happy we had so many years.
I gave you my love and you only guess how much you gave in happiness.
I thank you for the love you each have shown. But now it`s time I traveled alone.
So grieve awhile for me if grieve you must.
It`s only for while that we must part, so bless those memories in your heart I won`t be far away, forlife gose on.
So if you need me, call and I will come, Though you can`t see or touch me,I`ll be near.And if you listen with your heart, you`ll hear all my love around you soft and clear.
And then, when you must come this way alone, I`ll greet you with a smile and give you great big cuddle.
Take care Jackie thinking of you look over you family.
Rest in Peace
A life, a story
A mother, a friend
I still cant reason why
Your journey had to end.
I try not to get angry,
God, how ive tried.
Ive tried to see your anguish,
And the pain you felt inside.
But there is a certain stigma,
its something i wish id never heard,
i wish it just was'nt possible,
i wish there was no such word.
Because life can be a rollercoaster,
most times its a bumpy ride,
but why did you have to get off,
and resort to suicide?.
Kalum is such a beautiful boy,
he was the apple of your eye,
you loved him so much,
but he still keeps asking why?.
I know your life
was cut too short,
ive tried adding up the logic,
but most times it comes to naught.
I know life is not for ever,
time only goes one way,
and everyone will leave this earth,
everybody has that day.
and all that is ever left,
are the memories that come to hand,
to treasure against the tides of time,
like circles in the sand.
xxxxxxxxxx
just to let you no mom i dont blame you for what you did the hurt will never go away but you were hurting much more and you were'nt strong enough i just hope you dont hurt anymore, i deal with it by remembering the crazy things you'd do and i know your still here sometimes and one day ill see you again (marty cane) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
miss u nanna
miss u nanna wish you was still here with grandad russell,love you loads and loads missing you xxxxxxxxxxxxx
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